It's been 9 months since we've been together, but we've only really spent 3 of those together in one place... that too cumulatively. We keep saying to each other we have something good. Something solid. But I'm not so sure anymore.
I like him. A lot. In fact, I think I love him. And he tells me he loves me too. But things haven't been the same since I last went there. I'm staring to doubt whether he really feels that way. The difficulty is, there has been no one thing he has said or done that I can point to that makes me think this, but somehow, there's something. Something subtle. The little things that really make me wonder.... Maybe it's the stress of everyday life and nothing more. Maybe we've just gotten out of the honeymoon period and this is real life. I don't know....
If there isn't something wonderful what's the point of doing this distance thing then...???
