hurt

Ben has turned into a psycho bitch. I was so upset yesterday. This whole business with his stereo being returned and so on.... he actually asked me for money for it. Three years vanished in one sms message. He's hurting so much?? Why did he break up with me?? He's so damn messed up. I've seen him upset before, but not like this!

Of course these events make me think... what if we had stayed together and had kids and so on. If something bad would've happened then, or if we'd had a fight would he behave like this then? In front of them? I guess it is better that I'm seeing this side of him now. 

Anyway, I wrote him this email just now. I'm so down about this whole thing. How can you love someone, have something so beautiful and then it ends like this????

I don't think he'll reply. Maybe with just a one-liner - "just give it back" or something. Who knows.....